Thursday, June 25, 2009
Death
I always thought that a death in the family will make me weak, vulnerable and sad. I was wrong.. or maybe its because he’s not even part of my family. I found out last week that my biological father died. Yes, my biological father.. it’s not that I have a second father – I just wanted to be clear that he was my biological father and nothing more.
His body was claimed by my mom when it came back in the Philippines but his brothers and sisters took it to Pampanga. My family went there today while I stayed home doing nothing. I do NOT want to pay my respect to someone who abandoned my family for another. Abandonment isn’t worth forgiving specially when I’ve seen first hand
how it broke my mom’s heart.. How it made her cry at night.. How it
used to make me cry.. Have I forgiven him? I have asked myself that question before. Maybe I do, maybe I don't.
I remember when my biological father visited the Philippines when I was in HS and didn’t even visit us. My mom asked help from Women’s Organization and put my biological father’s passport on hold. He was forced to stay with us. My mom was so happy but I think she was so stupid. After a week, he told mom that he’s going to renew his passport but didn’t come back. Stupid. Over share.
Now, he’s dead. Still nothing good has come to it.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Another Essay
Every month at work, we have this re-training and exams. The exam usually consists of something technical and an essay. I took the exam yesterday. However, you may be more intrigued by our essay, which most of my colleagues stared at for a couple of minutes.Thinking that we only have 10 mins to work at it, almost everyone answered with hesitation. Here's what we received for essay: Study this sentence: This sentence is false.Is the sentence true or false? Justify your answer. I actually had a subject (Logic) back in my college years wherein we have tackled this sentence. So, it's kinda easier for me to answer, or atleast, easier for me to compose an essay. The sentence above is a sample of the liar paradox. The sentence is paradoxical because there is no way to assign them a consistent truth value. If "This sentence is false" is true, then what it says is the case; but what it says is that it is false, hence it is false. On the other hand, if it is false, then what it says is not the case; thus, since it says that it is false, it must be true.
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Monday, May 11, 2009
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Insensitivity
I am so frustrated and disappointed!!! I can’t believe how many insensitive people I know. After knowing people for so long, you’ll suddenly realize how insensitive they can be. If I can be insensitive and learn NOT to care, the HELL I’ll have fun letting them get hurt. I’ll show how stupid they can be! STUPID!
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Sunday, May 03, 2009
Boring Sunday
It's Sunday and I have nothing to do. I woke up early and has been watching tv for the past 4 hours. Now, I'm blogging while watching the movie "He's just not that into you." I've seen it in the big screen but I just thought I wanted to watch it again and put some senses in me.. u know. So, it's Sunday.. the start of the week for most people. My week starts at Saturday actually. So, I just want to wish everyone a wonderful week. PS. Gawd! I'm craving for burger - BK Whooper jr. Yum!
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